Lalalala

WEDNESDAY, AUGUST 24, 2011

Lalalala
I'm so sad I can't even cry.

EDIT:

I've been quite sad this whole month since friends have been leaving almost every week.

Today, all my friends are gone except for Naka, Shige, and So Jeong. And Yue who's not from I-house. And some Japanese friends as well, but some of them are also leaving to study abroad.

I cried. I didn't expect to cry. I don't normally cry. I'm a pretty stoic person.
It's just that they are gone. It's not the same. I know I'll meet new people soon, I hope they'll be as awesome.

I also started to ponder over the fact that I have around 5 months left in Japan.
I must make the most out of it.
Learn, travel, do a lot of things, have great experiences, have fun.

I'm usually very subtle and expressionless. But I really feel sad. I do.

I must get back on the right track soon. I'll start studying Japanese again. Read books. Update this blog. Travel. Write.

I miss a lot of people. My friends back home, my friends who just left Japan, my parents.
Everything piled up today.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I haven't felt sad in a long long long time. I guess all the sadness has accumulated today.

I've been an introverted hermit for most of my life. I enjoy doing (geeky) activities alone, but I also enjoy the company of some friends.

Gaaah, sadness, go away, you fool. Die, die a happy death (oxymoron, yo. oh yeys lalala).

I need some happy food, a happy movie, a happy book. And then I'll be fine! And I'll go back to my oh-so-incessantly-long-to-do-list.

yey lalalallalala